Addendum to www.mygingerbreadman.com:

So I wrote this story in 2002… and I must admit I had high hopes and expectations that my life and love life would be just great… boy was I mistaken… and I must say that no matter  how wonderful your life is going at any given moment.... And how prepared you are to meet the right person…  I mean, how honest. or nice, or really  ready to meet the right person… you think you are... if you end up meeting just one wrong  person .. your entire life can be ruined.. and the chances of ever meeting anyone great can be wiped out in a second .. maybe never to return…

So since 2002…. I have NOT met anyone great, or amazing, or nice or extradordinary or wonderful to date, to marry .. to live happily ever after ….  Not one real, authentic, person or one real authentic  date…. No one with excellent qualities who was even close to being a soul mate let alone “mygingerbread man….” 
I was allowed to basically meet one friend, who has been great to me and my family though all these years.... and   I have had my life destroyed by a lot of horrid  people who turned out to be neither friends … or potential people I  would want to date….marry or spend my life surrounded by...

These horrible people destroyed 15 years of possibilities... of hopes wishes and dreams.. of goals and possibilities of great futures.... but i will describe those events in another website i created www.mysearchforjustice.com and the  blog with events/facts (www.blog.mysearchforjustice.com) 

So i am still hopeful(some days...)  of surrounding my life with  people who  I could   be  so  grateful and thankful   to have in my life.  You know,  that  kind of person or group of people who make your life millions times better… by just being in your life...  a person  who you can genuinely laugh with, who you can trust,  who you can be your best friend,  who you would want to date…or even to   fall in love with...  .. or eventually marry.. to have children with.. to have as a best friend or partner… to  grow old with … to share a life time of memories with….

So according to  God's  perfect plan and God's perfect  planning... then there is a GOD who knows every hair on my head.. my every thought and desire in my heart... and  has everything  pre- planned ?… who has a perfect person  out there for me…   then  he still  has that  right person destined to be   “ my gingerbreadman”….  this great guy  who will just be   perfect for me...  who can't wait to meet me...just as much as i cant wait to meet him....  and  then what? ... we run off into the sunset.... and live happily ever after.... 

BUT…

After having my identity stolen in 2002….. AND MY CREDIT RUINED.. AND HAD SUCH HORRID GIRLS AND BOYS WHO DID NOTHING BUT LIE CHEAT AND STEAL FROM ME…. WHO RUINED ALL MY HOPES AND DREAMS FOR  MY LIFE .. FOR MY FUTURE…   I DO NOT BELIEVE ANYMORE IN  LOVE .. OR AT LEAST PURE, TRUE LOVE…  I DO NOT BELIEVE IN HEROES OR MIRACLES.. OR EVEN HOPES AND DREAMS COMING TRUE… I DO NOT  BELIEVE IN HAPPILY EVER AFTER… OR EVEN IN PRINCE CHARMING...  AND EVEN THOUGH I WISH THIS LOVELY STORY HAD ENDED IN A HAPPILY EVER AFTER FAIRY BOOK ENDING… IT DID NOT! or at least it hasn't yet....

Instead I have been through  12 years of  hell… and some of the worst  experiences in my life… which is a total shame…  I regret every  horrible moment I had to go through…… it completely ruined my life  the life i should have  had... and I miss my life… my hopes and dreams and everything I ever wanted…. I miss my laughing with my friends and family,  I miss making new and great wonderful friends  that I could know for a lifetime….  pray that God is a “Just  God” and will punish the horrible people who took a very happy, hopeful, and loving, nice person and  ruined everything…

This ending to  the” my gingerbreadmanstory”    is defiantly not what I had expected, or wanted… but it is the truth… so if you want to know more of the  truth…. See the other website created by Mary Jean Ziska  …. “ www.mysearchforjustice.com” and the corresponding blog: www.blog.mysearchforjustice.com

My advice… to anyone who actually has a great life… be very careful who you let into your life…  some people prey on trusting souls, they are evil, bad and criminal and may hide it in many ways.... they may pretend to be your friend... may hire you, to gain critical  identifying information, they may be complete strangers trying to get information through what appears to be an innocent phone conversation.. there are millions of ways criminals and bad people  can infultrate and hurt your life... and gain information  of your  idenity, your  credit and your businesses.... and destroy your life in many ways, shapes or froms .... my advice… check out everything... you have to stop being innocent an trusting.. for all people and when you meet anyone who can hurt you....RUN!… don’t let them near you or your family or your friends...…  and never look back because these horrid people will ruin your life…….  I mean they will  actually really ruin your entire life… and never care  about the damage they have done.... And instead of that fairy tale "happily ever after"  life you had dreamed, planned, wished  ……or wanted… instead of the life you worked  for  and all the relationships  you built and cultivated over an entire lifetime… they will ruin everything… and … life as you know it will never be the same….  My life is not even close to  anything it should have been and I may never forgive  and definitely  will  never forget  the people  who not only ruined my life but ruined "my gingerbread man" story…. A story of  hope and  God's  destiny  of  LOVE  …. a story of the possibility  of  finding true love… of Prayers being  answered... of life actually working out even  better than GREAT.....and  having all your wishes,  hopes and dreams come true…. 

 Here it is, July 2014 and I am now 48 years old.  Due to circumstances of missing blog posts... I am resurrecting  the MY GINGERBREADMAN story...and the corresponding blog and it's original purpose... and my mission... and as i rewrite the blog posts perhaps the  hope, faith and  belief that  God does have a GREAT plan for our lives... ( Jeremiah 29:11-14  For I know the Plans i have for you says the Lord they are plans for Good/GREAT and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope ) that the hope, faith, belief in life and love that originally permeated my life and my  heart may also return.... so  If any wonderful experiences.. and miracles actually   ever  DO happen… if any prayers are actually answered….  I’ll change this addendum…. and the ending of  MY GINGERBREADMAN story will also be changed....