Addendum to www.mygingerbreadman.com:
So I wrote this story in 2002… and I must admit I had high hopes and expectations that my life and love life would be just great… boy was I mistaken… and I must say that no matter how wonderful your life is going at any given moment.... And how prepared you are to meet the right person… I mean, how honest. or nice, or really ready to meet the right person… you think you are... if you end up meeting just one wrong person .. your entire life can be ruined.. and the chances of ever meeting anyone great can be wiped out in a second .. maybe never to return…
So since 2002…. I have NOT met anyone great, or amazing, or nice or extradordinary or wonderful to date, to marry .. to live happily ever after …. Not one real, authentic, person or one real authentic date…. No one with excellent qualities who was even close to being a soul mate let alone “mygingerbread man….”
I was allowed to basically meet one friend, who has been great to me and my family though all these years.... and I have had my life destroyed by a lot of horrid people who turned out to be neither friends … or potential people I would want to date….marry or spend my life surrounded by...
These horrible people destroyed 15 years of possibilities... of hopes wishes and dreams.. of goals and possibilities of great futures.... but i will describe those events in another website i created www.mysearchforjustice.com and the blog with events/facts (www.blog.mysearchforjustice.com)
So i am still hopeful(some days...) of surrounding my life with people who I could be so grateful and thankful to have in my life. You know, that kind of person or group of people who make your life millions times better… by just being in your life... a person who you can genuinely laugh with, who you can trust, who you can be your best friend, who you would want to date…or even to fall in love with... .. or eventually marry.. to have children with.. to have as a best friend or partner… to grow old with … to share a life time of memories with….
So according to God's perfect plan and God's perfect planning... then there is a GOD who knows every hair on my head.. my every thought and desire in my heart... and has everything pre- planned ?… who has a perfect person out there for me… then he still has that right person destined to be “ my gingerbreadman”…. this great guy who will just be perfect for me... who can't wait to meet me...just as much as i cant wait to meet him.... and then what? ... we run off into the sunset.... and live happily ever after....
BUT…
After having my identity stolen in 2002….. AND MY CREDIT RUINED.. AND HAD SUCH HORRID GIRLS AND BOYS WHO DID NOTHING BUT LIE CHEAT AND STEAL FROM ME…. WHO RUINED ALL MY HOPES AND DREAMS FOR MY LIFE .. FOR MY FUTURE… I DO NOT BELIEVE ANYMORE IN LOVE .. OR AT LEAST PURE, TRUE LOVE… I DO NOT BELIEVE IN HEROES OR MIRACLES.. OR EVEN HOPES AND DREAMS COMING TRUE… I DO NOT BELIEVE IN HAPPILY EVER AFTER… OR EVEN IN PRINCE CHARMING... AND EVEN THOUGH I WISH THIS LOVELY STORY HAD ENDED IN A HAPPILY EVER AFTER FAIRY BOOK ENDING… IT DID NOT! or at least it hasn't yet....
Instead I have been through 12 years of hell… and some of the worst experiences in my life… which is a total shame… I regret every horrible moment I had to go through…… it completely ruined my life the life i should have had... and I miss my life… my hopes and dreams and everything I ever wanted…. I miss my laughing with my friends and family, I miss making new and great wonderful friends that I could know for a lifetime…. pray that God is a “Just God” and will punish the horrible people who took a very happy, hopeful, and loving, nice person and ruined everything…
This ending to the” my gingerbreadmanstory” is defiantly not what I had expected, or wanted… but it is the truth… so if you want to know more of the truth…. See the other website created by Mary Jean Ziska …. “ www.mysearchforjustice.com” and the corresponding blog: www.blog.mysearchforjustice.com
My advice… to anyone who actually has a great life… be very careful who you let into your life… some people prey on trusting souls, they are evil, bad and criminal and may hide it in many ways.... they may pretend to be your friend... may hire you, to gain critical identifying information, they may be complete strangers trying to get information through what appears to be an innocent phone conversation.. there are millions of ways criminals and bad people can infultrate and hurt your life... and gain information of your idenity, your credit and your businesses.... and destroy your life in many ways, shapes or froms .... my advice… check out everything... you have to stop being innocent an trusting.. for all people and when you meet anyone who can hurt you....RUN!… don’t let them near you or your family or your friends...… and never look back because these horrid people will ruin your life……. I mean they will actually really ruin your entire life… and never care about the damage they have done.... And instead of that fairy tale "happily ever after" life you had dreamed, planned, wished ……or wanted… instead of the life you worked for and all the relationships you built and cultivated over an entire lifetime… they will ruin everything… and … life as you know it will never be the same…. My life is not even close to anything it should have been and I may never forgive and definitely will never forget the people who not only ruined my life but ruined "my gingerbread man" story…. A story of hope and God's destiny of LOVE …. a story of the possibility of finding true love… of Prayers being answered... of life actually working out even better than GREAT.....and having all your wishes, hopes and dreams come true….
Here it is, July 2014 and I am now 48 years old. Due to circumstances of missing blog posts... I am resurrecting the MY GINGERBREADMAN story...and the corresponding blog and it's original purpose... and my mission... and as i rewrite the blog posts perhaps the hope, faith and belief that God does have a GREAT plan for our lives... ( Jeremiah 29:11-14 For I know the Plans i have for you says the Lord they are plans for Good/GREAT and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope ) that the hope, faith, belief in life and love that originally permeated my life and my heart may also return.... so If any wonderful experiences.. and miracles actually ever DO happen… if any prayers are actually answered…. I’ll change this addendum…. and the ending of MY GINGERBREADMAN story will also be changed....